This is the answer I have been searching for
For weeks now.
I mean I never stopped questioning myself -
Can't even remember now.
Going from where I started to get to where
I am now
Has been the most satisfying journey
Knowing I'm ready now.
I had that thing that came up
That happens to be something I have to do
And that's when my Wi-Fi cut out,
And now I'm not doing it.
But when I do connect I'll do it,
And I'll get back to that other thing.
Back to being perfect.
I will not let go of anything.
My fingers seem to increase in number,
But the number of keys I type become less.
My mind firing off at everything like thunder.
Striking, burning, my thoughts ash at best.
I pick them up from the ground,
Forgetting that they've already escaped me.
They've committed to the natural flow.
Laws that I've placed behind the screen.
Because now a disconnection from our non-reality
Means we suffer.
So much time and effort to see our viral video
We offer fewer options, as efficiency and design makes
headway in the never-present world that is efficient design.
It is the creator and the created.
The machine and the product.
And we are just the by-product.
The next fact that filters back
Into the next grand design.
And to us that's realistic.